Solution To My Anger
13th June 2021, (7:49PM-8:11PM)
Well, well, well, I am a very boy with an unnatural source of anger. I don't know why or how, but sometimes I turn out to be a ferocious animal. But if I continue being that, I will get unaccepted by Bangladeshi society. This stereotypical society won't even treat my illness. That's why I found a solution to this. I'm gonna buy a very ferocious-looking animal mask that will cover my whole head. Then I will lock my door and set a playlist of Kazi Nazrul Islam's poems. I will walk around my room and listen to the poems wearing that mask. I will also try to buy a fake gun and hold it in my left hand. I will put on my watch as well. I don't know if that's gonna be a nice idea. But it is weird. And weirdness makes me happy. You can try it if you have a supportive family.
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Man I am going to be honest. Every thing you said about yourself is true[no hard feelings].I have seen you getting angry out of nowhere and messaging me weird stuffs. I have faced this 1 or 2 time in google meet though. I Know its harsh to hear from me who you know mainly virtually but I am going to say this anyway . That if If I face something like this again I can't befriended with you ,maybe I going to be your debating partner but not debating buddy, maybe I am going to be co-worker in our organization but not mates, maybe be your everything but we are not gonna be [FRIENDS].Still no hard-feelings and no-offense ..
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